Friday, November 11, 2011

wistful

As part of my unemployed routine I had a long, leisurely lunch with a girlfriend.  I was surprised by how many people were milling about; I somehow expected that everyone usually is working during the day like I used to do but in a city of 8 million people I should have known better.  Girlfriend is single and was sharing the delicious details of her swinging life.  I felt a wave on longing for those days when I was single, too.  It was fun when I only needed to care for myself and could be as selfish and self indulgent as I wanted.  I miss the lifestyle but not nearly as much as I love what I have now with SB.  But still, I can reminisce on my past exploits and hope for future wickedness, this time with my better half.

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